part of why i have been gone...Sorry I haven't been on or stayed in touch as much as I should. We have been having problems in a serious way lately. At first it was dealing with problems and depression for my boyfriend. Exhaust from working 10+ hour days, a diagnosis of bipolar and eating disorders, along with constant illness for me as I have no immune system left anymore due to my Chrons Disease. Then my bipolar medicine started helping alot and Kyle has started to get control of the problems he has been having. The worst thing that has happened I just want to share with you for so many reasons...
On a Saturday morning not too long ago, I was sleeping and Kyle couldn't sleep so he was up watching movies and eating chips and queso. At 6am I got up and went in there and talked to him, got a drink of water and a snack and we joked around and things were good. I let the cat outside and fixed water for the animals out there (in my cute little pajamas of course because I felt safe in our back yard) then came in and asked Kyle to put the dogs outside by 7am so that they stay on their little schedule and I went back to bed to sleep a little longer and shut the bedroom doors since Kyle was up watching TV. Shortly after Kyle heard a noise at the back door and thought it must be the cat wanting back in so he went over and opened up the door and it was not the cat, it was a man trying to get into our house! Kyle yelled at the man to get off our property and then punched him (this should have knocked him out, Kyle is very strong and works out every day) but the guy must have been on some drugs because he fell back and then got back up and Kyle thought he was about to hit him so he raised his arm to block it and then the guy stabbed him in his arm (which was right in front of his heart, thank God) This stunned Kyle enough for the guy to turn and run away. Then Kyle came back inside and knowing he was cut started looking for the first aid kit, but he was cut worse than he knew and he was going into shock and losing alot of blood.
He stumbled all around the house and all of our floors were just covered in blood. Then he went in the bathroom and tried to wash it off and started yelling for me "Kim, you need to get up and call the police" I was like, "what?" and half asleep I walked out of the bedroom to find blood all over the floors everywhere in the house. I have never seen so much blood. Kyle was in the bathroom and the tub was full of blood and water, so much blood it was all just dark red water. By now he was in so much shock he didn't know what was happening and he told me someone tried to break in but he kept them out but they hurt him. I found a towel and told him to press it on his arm and then I started running around the house searching for a phone to call the police and I could not find ANY phone. I screamed out," GOD please help us! JESUS help me!!!" I could hear Kyle saying, "I don't feel so good, I am cold and I need to lay down." Finally I found the phone and called the police who sent an ambulance and cops. They took him and I followed behind with blood all over me and called our parents on the way. They live 2 hours away and made it to our house in 1 hour. Kyle was cut so deeply that it went 5 inches on his arm and was down through muscle. He got 16 stitches and even though he was in shock at the hospital they didn't give him more blood or pain medicine, they didn't clean him up, they stitched him up crudely and sent him home. (our regular doctor has taken care of him since and we filed a complanit with the hospital) Our parents had cleaned up most of the blood by the time we got thereand they helped us out so much and after that it is all a blur.
The guy probably saw me come outside and thought I was home alone, as nobody was even home at the houses on either side of us and they would have been much easier to break into. Luckily Kyle was there, and luckily it didn't hurt him any worse than it did, the guy didn't have a gun... it could have been so much worse and I don't even like to think about it! I wanted to share this with you because I don't know if you remember but a few years ago a man was stalking me and he waited until I was home alone and broke in and tried to rape and kill me using a tazer and trying to break my neck. The whole time I was praying for God to help me and it was not by chance that I had the phone in my hand and was able to push the numbers to call the police while struggling with the guy. I have been through so many abusive relationships and not had the strength to leave the guys but through prayer God helped me and provided a way and the strength every time. God is good and He has done miracle after miracle in my life...
Kyle is still struggling with his depression and problems, but it is getting betterand. I am still struggling with my health and exhaustion but I know God will help us out, just like he always does. We are traumatized and not sleeping, and since I never went to counciling for the previous incident the whole thing has blown up in my mind again. Finding a house, packing, moving and trying to keep working through all of this has made me a total zombie. We both are in shock and moving around like robots, we often say to eachother, "What is going on!?!" Kyle feels he should have been able to do more, and I keep telling him he did more than most people could have and he protected me and saved our lives, so he is a hero! Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers as you are always in mine. I love you guys and after we get moved into our new place and things settle down I will be back on buzz!
Love, Kimmy
I DON'T KNOW IF YOU ARE RELIGIOUS BUT I WANTED TO SHARE WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH ME. IF YOU AREN'T PLEASE DON'T TAKE OFFENCE. THANK YOU.
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of course it will be great to have you back here again, but take all the time that you need to get on your feet, ill be thinking about you! xx
I hope you and Kyle will get better very soon, I wish you to be happy. You deserve that.
It's okay if you're not here everyday, of course we miss you, but we also want you to be healthy. Take as much time as you need.
Lots of hugs to you two. ♥
this is just a bad spot, and i know you will get through it because you are a beautiful person and deserve to be happy =]
My situation with the "strangers" outside where I live has been somewhat in idle, those guys came back a couple of times but its been less people, only about 2 each, and they stayed only for about 10 to 15 minutes, but I had one of the vehicles' license plate down, and whenever they are out there, I either don't go out(if I am home) or don't go home(if I am out) ! Because you never know these days !!
You will be in our thoughts, and keep us posted because we care ! :)
*Long and sincere HUGZ*
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