the latest

i hate that i have not been here lately.  even more i hate the reasons why.

aside from the stabbing and the moving of recent we have just found out i have a 2 inch tumor and some other serious health issues to go along with that. 

i want to say more but i also don't.  i want to be on but i am too sick.  if something happens i want you all to know how much i love you guys and have loved buzz.  i have so many good friends here and have met so many wonderful people.  buzz made me find a part of me i didn't know was there, a part that loves photography.  though i am not too good at it photography makes me happy and has made my life better. 

i have asked my family to post on here should anything happen, and i have folders and folders full of photos i still want to post that i may ask them to post for me as well.  should i be well enough i will get on, check in, and post occasionally.

this is not a goodbye, i am going to get better and be back.  this is just an update, me keeping in touch, email me anytime, i will try to check that some.

talk to you soon, i love you guys!